Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004 Subject: funny shit Time: 6:09 pm. haha this dude said in ashley journal he would kill me haha this is funny to me how some cathlic school bitch will kill me this mans doesn't know who he is fucking with i will break that klown so if u read this come down and kill me if u feel the need to nigga Comments: Read 1 or Add Your Own. Saturday, May 15th, 2004 Subject: More Drama Ya Time: 12:38 am. Mood: annoyed. Man i am done with the shit man ashley u can have what u want i am not fucking with u anymore u have more excuses then anyone i know ur going to do what u want anyway i am done fucking trying to make u change did u think u could get drunk and come to my house ur crazy after i told u i didn't like it 2 begining with what the fuck is that and u can have that shit cause i know that is what u want anyway i will be ur friend that ain't changing but as us messing around is no more ur to much for me u should fine someone who wants to let u do what u want ur better off and so am i Comments: Add Your Own. Thursday, May 13th, 2004 Subject: Man This Bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time: 10:39 pm. Mood: enraged. man fuck everything i hate when people fucking try to make me look like the bad one i hate that shit how would u feel if the shoe was on your feet i never said ashley did this shit but i said it was funny how it has never happen before i started messin with her but of course now i am not a friend and i am not good for her and all this crap and that is what it is crap i never cared at all lets hear it all cause i get the blame for the shit and she can't see throw her friends who was the ones who got her into the shit she is now but i got to mind my own business thou that is kool i don't care cause no matter what i will always be her friend and she can say i don't care cause i know i do and it is not that i don't want to be with her it is cause ya don't have a clue how much drama there is cause she likes me more then others i am not the type to ignore them type of things i am the type u talk shit come see me and i will bust ur shit and when that doesn't happen i feel like the bitch and i hate it ashley has people talk shit about me everyday it sims like and i can't stand being involed with all the beef cause if i had it my way i would beat all there asses str8 up and that is it but no i have to be the one who just lets the shit go and i am not like that never have never will and i am not going to change that cause that is what i am Comments: Add Your Own. Monday, March 8th, 2004 Subject: ok Time: 1:28 am. Mood: blah. sence i got that out everyone one can no what the hell is wrong with me or why i don't really try to go out with chicks or why i am scared i don't know but i feel better now that i got it out lol ok peace Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own. Subject: What Now Time: 1:05 am. Mood: sad. i can't forget her it's been 2 years and i still miss her i can't change it as much as i try i can't even talk to other girls cause i always think there not as good as her she was my sole and i mean that with every breath i don't know how to say goodbye cause she was all i knew all i wanted it's been a long time and i am just saying this now all the times i just kept it in and now i have to talk about it and i hope it could change how i feel there is only been one person close to her but even she would of not got everything out like she did if i could find somehow to find her and just tell her how sorry i was and how stupid i was then even if i don't get her back i would finally have closer so i can move on but now i never have that goodbye or that this is the end type shit so i still sit here with her on my mind everyday that maybe i will run into her and everyday is another empty hope i just want to be me again and i don't know how to do it i want her there so bad i just no that feeling and i can't change it i love her more then anything it only took 2 years of hinding and trying to denie it what can i do ?????? <3 trisha Comments: Read 5 or Add Your Own. Tuesday, February 17th, 2004 Subject: Sup Ya Time: 1:33 pm. Mood: energetic. well sunday i got a tattoo finally and i am probally going to get another one today it depends hey he said he is going to hook me up so i should just get it done and i probally will well i got to go get this shit done peace Comments: Add Your Own. Thursday, February 12th, 2004 Subject: Hey Time: 8:55 pm. Mood: shocked. hey i am back lol i was kidnapped by a hott ass chick!!!!! but i escaped wait a min why did i leave i am going back peace ya!!!!!!!!! Comments: Add Your Own. Time: 8:37 pm. Mood: crazy. hello this isnt jay. i kidnapped him and am hiding him in my basement tied to a chair. im sorry if this makes anyone unhappy but i had to do it. i had no choice. however, i do not regret anything i did. jay you will be missed while you are gone, locked in my basement. goodbye. <3danielle. Comments: Add Your Own. Saturday, January 10th, 2004 Subject: Sup Time: 4:19 am. Yo i just got back from rian's house it was str8 on the real tip cause i got to actually sit down and talk to brandon that man is not so bad i feel what he is saying and i know no now that u can't always believe what so called friends tell u brandon i got u back to the end if u ever need me dawg i got u peace out homies Comments: Add Your Own.

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